Finding Strength & Hope in God’s Word
A Devotional for a Mother’s Heart
At the beginning of the year I decided to do a Chronological Bible reading plan. I’ve tried them in the past and got to like Numbers 3 and called it quits. I thought I would try it again and said to myself “This is my year! I’m not quitting after I’ve read about how so and so begat so and so!” I chose to do it so I could have a more linear understanding of the Bible. I started to see what a relational God we have. I was seeing God and Jesus in every corner of the Bible! He wants us to know him and have an intimate relationship with him. God revealed to me during my reading in Psalm 119 that we are strengthened according to his word and we can find hope in his word! By being in his word more consistently my understanding of who God is and how much he delights in his children when they live abiding lives of obedience has grown exponentially.
I have experienced such sweet times of worship at my kitchen table where the Lord meets me in his word and jumps off the page and I see him in my life. I see him in the way the sky looks painted by his finger, or when I spot a new tomato in my garden, when I think about how the events of my life are being orchestrated by a loving and caring father, or when I see him sending friends knocking at my door at just the right moment. Even as my kids are running around playing and it’s chaotic, I have these sweet moments of worship after he reveals himself as I read.
As we grow in the knowledge of God’s character through the study of his word, we can’t help but be strengthened in our love for him. We cannot love what we don’t know. Just like when we fell in love with our husbands. You had to get to know him first. God wants you to fall in love with him.
When we know God we can trust him with our kids, we can trust him with our husbands, we can trust him with our hearts and lives and have hope for the future because we know he is trustworthy, steadfast, just, faithful, merciful, loving, kind and patient.
After 4 years of homeschooling, we decided to send our kids to school and through the whole process I’ve heard the Lord over and over whisper to me “trust me!” Left to my own devices, I become overwhelmed and afraid. Knowing who God is strengthens my resolve and helps me to trust in him because I know he’s got it! My fear can’t stand at the feet of Jesus.
Give the Lord what you can and trust that he will honor your faithfulness in the small things. He can take 2 minutes of interrupted reading and turn it into a huge learning experience. Pray that he will open your eyes and reveal himself to you! Pray that he will give you the time! There are plenty of ways to spend time in the word while your kids are running around. Include them in it and read a kid’s devotional together or read the bible together and talk about it. Post scripture around your home. Listen to sermons or podcasts while cooking or in the car. It is ok if your kids don’t get their kiddy music all the time.
There’s eternal value in spending time reading the word and growing in knowledge and understanding of who God is through his word. Take the time, even if it’s just a few minutes, even if it’s full of interruptions and even if it’s not what you hoped in terms of depth or time. God can use anything!